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It Was All Me by Awezed, literature

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It Was All Me

Don't worry You didn't kill me. You didn't cut me You didn't shoot me. I did that. I cut myself I whipped my own back. While you sat and did nothing. How can you be so ignorant?! How are you so oblivious to the agonizing pain your own goddamn son is in?! How do you not notice?! I can only hope that one day I'll be brave enough to leave a scar on my arm. Maybe then you'll see the past scars of my self harm. You don't know how it feels to be isolated. You always had someone. I have no one. I can't even talk to you. My own mother. How can I? If every bit about me makes you angry. Everything I do makes you pissy. Everything I say somehow m

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It Was All Me by Awezed, literature

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It Was All Me

Father, Please by Awezed, literature

I'm so sorry... by Awezed, literature

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I'm so sorry...

Broken dreams and a crushed heart... I broke dreams you had from the start. I took a knife and stabbed your heart. I take a swig from a bottled drink And sit in the dark and struggle to think Tears appear as soon as I blink The guilt arrives I don't deserve to die I deserve suffering. I'll gouge out my eyes. After what I did I don't deserve my life. But I can't quit now. I need to pay my penance, which is suffering for life.

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Photomanip Newsletter November 2017 by Lora-Vysotskaya, journal

Photomanip Newsletter November 2017

Nov 12, 2017

Hello everyone! Welcome back to another installment of the CRPhotomanipulation (https://www.deviantart.com/crphotomanipulation) newsletter! This is what's new in November: The latest news 📌Groups news and personnel reshuffle A new group Spicy-Manips (https://www.deviantart.com/spicy-manips) was founded this month, this is a group for Artistic Nudes and Soft Erotic photomanipulators only. The founder Branka-Artz (https://www.deviantart.com/branka-artz) and her team invite you to participate in their first contest Sirens. This week an another group ThinkingN3Dimentions (https://www.deviantart.com/thinkingn3dimentions) also was born, thanks to its founder Dee-Shadowhawk9973 (https://www.deviantart.com/dee-shadowhawk9973). It’s dedicated to 3D-art, however they accept photomanipulations with rendered elements as well. Join these new groups!

Suicide by me-owww, literature

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Suicide

When I woke up, I expected you to be alive. I expected the end of your letter To say something like, "I'm right behind you, You moron!" But that never happened. When I woke up, You were still dead. You aren't dead to me. You should be alive, You should be here with me! Where are you? Why did you leave? You didn't have to go! I would've cared for you! I would've rescued you! There are still people who love you! You didn't have to kill yourself! You didn't have to die. I can't believe you're dead. I can't believe you're dead.

Emo? by yaoifan444, literature

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Emo?

Emo? is it really that bad? you cant accept the fact that i get a little sad? that i am a little mad? so i favor black and i dont like pink you use those as reasons to make my soul sink so some of us cut and some of us dont we can smile laugh love and live we're just not like the rest sure we cry we want to die but none of you understand its not like we had planned to live life like this to spend our days depressed and amiss we're not bad people we dont worship satan we're not out to kill anyone we just dont like the world as much as everyone else and we dont like ourselves as much as we could but we're ok with tha

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Awezed

Sep 19, 2019

All right, update time. Listen up!

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For those of you who care, I'm back. Hopefully, by my birthday, I'll have my camera again, so I'll be back with more photoshoots! Now, I have been absent for a LONG time and that's for various reasons. My grandfather passed on December 31st, 2018, so needless to say, that held me back. I went through a break up, which sucked, but I survived and now I'll march on. I've been writing more music and more poetry! Super pumped about that, but mainly I've been taken up with D&D and my friends. All my friends have been absolutely amazing this past year and I cannot thank them enough for everything. I've been writing stories, not really, but I gu

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Awezed

Oct 30, 2017

IM BACK!!!!

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Hey guys it’s been a while, but I’m back posting. Taking a step from poetry to write music and work on my photography. I have a few more pictures I’ll post over the week so hope you guys like it!